Breathe in and out. It's as simple as that, and if you don't, you die. But I discovered there's a very bad habit I made my own which is not helping me...
One of my recent goals is #8. Find out how I want to live my life (or be unhappy forever). Well, for starters I found out something that might be a trigger into the 'be unhappy forever' part.
I challenged myself not to challenge me. And I died. Slowly. Not too painful in a physical way, but it was a damned dreaded rut that killed me after all. A wiseman (ok, an old pianist friend) once said to me: 'After all, all we do in life is trying not to be bored'. And then there was me, the guy who was afraid to live and opted-in on a life of boredom. A fool, I am.
So I'm now a broke-assed nobody in desperate need of a job to work for the next 30+ years of my life to pay of more debts than I ever had before in hope to ever recover from a week of YoLo living.
So I left blogging for I while (did I actually start anyway?). One of my last posts last year was heading for IT. Even though the title of this one might suggest I already left IT again but that's just clickbait hehe.