Time flies. Another year has passed. Me and my SO have written reflections on the past year and on what we would like to improve on in this new year. It was less head, more feeling than my previous edition and I'm happy with that.
So... did I take the damn job or not?
I've begun this year doubting about a possible job change. Ironically enough, the exact same position was offered again a couple last month. And even though I'm a lot more relaxed about taking or declining the offer, I'm still in a bit of a loop-hole here since I tend to both want en not want the job.
It's been over a month already, so it's time for an update. Time for some more in-depth views at my financial state. But first something pretty interesting: As I mentioned in my previous update my job-hunting phase kind of stalled when I just decided to "stick with where I am since my pay-grade is going up anyway" and instead try and find meaning in life outside of work, but I have a confession to make here.
Apparently, I need challenges to get moving and stay on track. The last few years of non-blogging makes this even more clear. The main reason I started writing up my mind on paper mostly had to do with trying to get out of debt and my personal journey intertwined with that.
I did an attempt to comeback last year, just before my most recent job change back then, and then I got into a work-hate-how-to-fire-how-to-make-more-how-to-get-out-of-this-grind kind of mode. It was a bit disturbing. I went on job interviews and got several offers and took none. I guess it's a lot like what happened back in '17 when I went on buying Apple stuff, lol.
Time seems to have gone into a Black Hole (isn't it what they seem to eat, anyway?). It's insane. Covid messed up the world and a lot of lives. I was talking to a neighbour the other day and we both were a bit astonished at how long we are living here in this community and how fast time goes by.
My previous post dates back a long time ago. Different times, a lot has happened...
